lacemyster
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Being bored one day,
I start to realize,
how horrible my childhood was,
then I dose off
and I suddenly go back in time.
Back to when I had longer hair,
back to when I was teased and bullied,
and when I had glasses.
Thirteen,
ten,
eight,
seven,
now I remember it all.
My life changed when I was very young,
and it sticks with me to this day,
this is something, that I fear,
will never go away.
In my dream I see,
the unattractive, younger me,
scared to face school,
knowing that it would be another day of hell.
And those kids,
they all knew why I was different,
and teased me every chance they had.
Everytime I was bullied,
rage and hatred filled my blood,
then at night I shed tears of acid,
that ripped through my heart,
and tore up my soul.
I used to think that I had nothing to live for,
except sit in my room and cry,
nobody cared about me,
or even tried,
I just wanted to rot and die,
and not go through any more of the pain.
Because I was different,
I was often judged,
"freak", "ugly", "half brained girl",
were the names they called me.
The only part of me they noticed,
was the ugly duckling they thought was me,
swimming a line with other ducklings,
and the beautiful swan in front,
knowing that I would never be the beautiful swan.
Then I wake up,
and look around me,
I seem to be back in 2003,
and I compare to then and now,
some things have changed.
My life is better now,
but I still want to be reconized,
for my beauty,
talent,
and achievements,
but there is one thing that I want more than anything,
something I've wished for my whole life,
and that is to be respected for who I am,
and someday telling my secret to the world,
that I am an autistic.
The End
Please give me your opinion
I start to realize,
how horrible my childhood was,
then I dose off
and I suddenly go back in time.
Back to when I had longer hair,
back to when I was teased and bullied,
and when I had glasses.
Thirteen,
ten,
eight,
seven,
now I remember it all.
My life changed when I was very young,
and it sticks with me to this day,
this is something, that I fear,
will never go away.
In my dream I see,
the unattractive, younger me,
scared to face school,
knowing that it would be another day of hell.
And those kids,
they all knew why I was different,
and teased me every chance they had.
Everytime I was bullied,
rage and hatred filled my blood,
then at night I shed tears of acid,
that ripped through my heart,
and tore up my soul.
I used to think that I had nothing to live for,
except sit in my room and cry,
nobody cared about me,
or even tried,
I just wanted to rot and die,
and not go through any more of the pain.
Because I was different,
I was often judged,
"freak", "ugly", "half brained girl",
were the names they called me.
The only part of me they noticed,
was the ugly duckling they thought was me,
swimming a line with other ducklings,
and the beautiful swan in front,
knowing that I would never be the beautiful swan.
Then I wake up,
and look around me,
I seem to be back in 2003,
and I compare to then and now,
some things have changed.
My life is better now,
but I still want to be reconized,
for my beauty,
talent,
and achievements,
but there is one thing that I want more than anything,
something I've wished for my whole life,
and that is to be respected for who I am,
and someday telling my secret to the world,
that I am an autistic.
The End
Please give me your opinion
Thank you for sharing it.
