PrincessLissa
New Member
Well, it happened. I had my first pregnancy related hormonal breakdown today. It was the smallest and stupidest thing that set me off and I didn't want to make Erik feel bad so I went to take a shower and cry. While in the shower this tiny little thing that I would have shrugged my shoulders at normally turned into the biggest deal. I started thinking about everything else that made me sad. To make matters worse, the hot and cold water were sick of my crying I guess cause the water kept burning me than freezing me. This just made me angry that "I couldn't even take a frickin shower" which made me cry even more. I got out of the shower, still a total mess and Erik could tell that I was upset. I didn't share all the details as I didn't want him to feel bad about me being upset as he had NOTHING to do with it. He knew I was upset and agreed to take me to the library to get some books. Sometimes a simple change of scenery and a distraction can make a world of difference in the "I'm upset for no damn good reason" world of pregnant women. I got some books and came home and spent a quiet night reading while Erik played his online games. It made me feel better.
