As of Monday I will be working for the National Health Service.
Only found out this morning that I had got the job and was soo happy then came back online to everything else that I found andnow I feel nothing at all.
I can't deal with hoping that it isn't true Stewey and then finding out that it is after all. If it isn't then I'll be very relieved and happy, but this way I don't go through the shock twice.