Thanks so far.
ris: I am neither dependant on alcohol nor do I feel the need to get drunk. Never been drunk and I always try to avoid it, gives the most fun before, during and afterwards
gf: I felt bad for a moment, but somehow everything settled pretty fast. I feel some kind of inner peace at the moment, it's great anyways, helps a lot. Friends have already helped a great deal, for which I'm very thankful...
Btw, this doesn't mean hugging-time is over, come here everyone