EvilRemix
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For the first time in my life, I am in a serious relationship with someone who I think I could spend an entire lifetime with.. The problem is, Im not sure its worth it for everything I am going to end up letting go of.. If love is such a great thing, then why must you go through so much pain and anguish to get it? If I choose to continue the relationship I started with my girlfriend, one which started off way too fast and way too complicated.. I risk losing my entire way of life, and a very good friend of mine. Before this thing called love hit me upside the head with a hammer, I had a "normal" computer nerd life and was going to college. Now, all I have is total chaos, with my life and with my emotions. She also went through alot to take the chance on me, because she thought I was worth it. She sincerely loves me, and I want to love her back, but why then does it feel so wrong?
Is Love worth giving up something important for? I have told myself that I really didnt need anyone right now, that I was fine being single.. but I wonder, after having a small taste of what being with someone can be like, is it even possible to go back to how you were before?
Is Love worth giving up something important for? I have told myself that I really didnt need anyone right now, that I was fine being single.. but I wonder, after having a small taste of what being with someone can be like, is it even possible to go back to how you were before?