Bored and depressed so spamming here

[freako104]

no one inparticular just getting it off my chest.

there is a warning in the first post sayiong that you might be advised to keep out of this threead unless you wanna be involved in my innermost ramblings.

i did see that i was just curious about the post is all. good to get it off your chest

 

[peterska2]

is no where nea my chest yet though.

gonna need fire engine for all the flames that are gonna be sprouting up around me for a while

 

[peterska2]

WARNING DO NOT PROCEED WITHOUOT FIREPROOF CLOTHING

 

[peterska2]

I am soooooooooo mad

 

[tonksy]

who was that aimed at ka?

it was aimed at me. i wasn't yelling at you, ka. we just can't fight about it. what good does it do? squiggy may have been a little unsensitive but it is a logical thing to think about. he wasn't attacking anyone. shit, don't we have enough to be upset about?

 

[peterska2]

it wasn't just aimed at you tonks

it was aimed at people in general acoross the whole net and people who have been having a go at me recently for no justifiable reason

yeah so sure people are upset and emotional at the moment but fighting isnt gonna help.

squiggy should never have started a fight oin MSN wioth Mike about two people using the account.

it doesn't matter at times like these.

let me get all this out of my system coz therte is a ,lot more going on for me than what i have said on here today and so i need to just let me anger out

 

[peterska2]

Les,

I know your looking but this is my random jombled thoughts with the odd interuption from other people.

Worry not everything is under control.

KA

 

[tonksy]

oh angry ka,
let loose your fiery demons,
heat your curry up.

 

[peterska2]

Tonks this is not just stuff about Justin and Squiggy and emotions regarding that.

I have got other things on my mind as well.

Had a massive fight last night with a complete stranger coz he called me a nutcase and I was/am feeling very vunerable at the moment.

I am currently recieveing abusive emails and MSN messages again which had only just been stopped.

I have got all my personal details on one site which have been posted by the admins and so I am even getting nusciance phone calls.

So yes I'm a little angry at the moment

 

[tonksy]

so truly sorry,
i understand your anger,
vent, vent, vent away...

 

[peterska2]

oh and just to top it all off did i mention that someone who previously visciously pohysically attacked me has moved back into the area and keeps following me whenever i leave the house

 

[peterska2]

so truly sorry,
i understand your anger,
vent, vent, vent away...

see

yeah so i'm a little hot and your likely to get burnt iof you havent got your protective clothing on at the moemnt but this is the shit that i ahev got at the moment and i cant dela with it any other way

 

[peterska2]

damn i cant even spell right when i am upset like this.

wish io could fix everything and make it better but it isnt happening for me.

this is a complete nightmare for em andn so i dont knwo what else to do.

this is why i have my thread for me and warnings aroun d that this is a place of my madness

 

[peterska2]

why o why o why does all the crap always happen to me and all at once?

I'm am soo pissed off with all this shit that keeps coming back again at me

What can I do to make it all go away?

can I ever be noraml?

 

[tonksy]

what is normal? you can't define normalcy. every life has a certain amount of shitty things in it...maybe your just getting through yours all at once. think of how happy you'll be when your 80. dude, i'm trying...

 

[peterska2]

at this rate though I AM NOT GONNA MAKE IT TO 80.

be liucky if i can make t past next wekek without aving anothre breakdown aagian

cant spell dont care

make the most fo what you see and if you dunno whatr a sd word says then jsut msis is out becioaugde happe n it dint rteally matere anyway

 

[peterska2]

wh dont things make sense?

 

[peterska2]

maybe because if they did then life would not be very fun now would it?

 

[peterska2]

suppose not. weish at least somethings were logical though because all this random shit happeneing all at once is really starting to screw with my head

 

[peterska2]

damn I am soo bored I could spam for England.

Mind you I don't feel like eggs and everyone says that you have to have spam and eggs