Today was my first day of Maximizing!
I finally got tired of almost a year and a half of driving it only on back roads, or only at night when there wasn't traffic, or only in empty parking lots.
I realized that by doing that, I was only making myself intimidated. Like, honestly, it's not that fucking hard to do. I stalled five times today. Whoopity fucking doo. The world didn't end. I had a few rough shifts, and the car shook, and I'm still alive. I just wasn't confident in myself, and I was striving to be -perfect- at it. Probably because the only person I've ever seen drive a manual for an extended amount of time is my dad, and he's been driving 'em for like 35 years and has probably gone a million miles. I can't drive like him. But, I don't need to. I'm sure I'll get better in time. Hell, a week ago, I was completely unable to get the car moving up a hill. Today, I did it without a hitch.
Most people who own manual transmissions bought them with no prior experience and had nothing to practice on, so they've learned quickly out of necessity. I had such easy access to a stress-free practice car for such a long time that I learned really slowly.
I decided that by driving it to work today, my first time driving it when there were other cars around, I wouldn't be afraid of it any more. And, I'm not. There's certainly a learning curve, and from a mechanical perspective, it's almost like learning to drive again. You start out driving a car and it's almost like you develop a part of your brain dedicated to controlling speed, measuring distances, deciding when to accelerate and when to brake and when to turn, so that when you're driving you do stuff like that reflexively. Now I'm developing another part of my brain that is thinking about how fast I'm going, keeping track of what gear I'm in, and most importantly listening to the tone of the engine. Is it making it's quiet near-stall sound? It's loud "upshift now, damnit!" whine? It's "Dumbass, your rev is too low for this gear at this speed"
I'm enjoying all the extra power and control I get from it. And, it kinda keeps my speed on a leash too. For casual cruising, I try to get in a high gear and keep the revs at like 2k, and it's a bitch to accelerate from there without downshifting, so I don't unconsciously speed as much.
And the power is sick. I can chirp the tires in first and in second. Second gear is my favorite. I can go from rolling along at 10mph idling in second to 45mph screaming at 5k rpm in second faster than you can say "oh SHIT!"
I was at a light and I stalled, and this asshole behind me laid two elbows on the horn (even tho it was two lanes and he could have easily gone around, except that the asshole he was, he had crept his SUV within inches of my bumper so he could shine his bright blue HIDs into my face). It's fuel injected but it still takes time to push the clutch all the way down, turn off the car, and get it to turn over again, and this asshole was just being a complete fucking toolbag. It got me really jumpy so once the motor was going again, I revved it a lot, which gave me a very hard but kinda cool launch. I revved too high and put the clutch in way too fast, because the guy behind me was really stressing me out, and the road was wet, so like the front tires spun and started kicking up these big clouds of steam, and then the thing just took off. It was kinda cool.