I really don't know what to say, shes in sorta a coma, just staring and crying.. i can't imagine how she feels, it really must b painful, i'm not good at showing emotions, right now i came home to basically just get away from the pain at my other uncles place. The funeral will be over there, plans are in order, i MIGHT disappear for a bit cause i'm thinking if i have enough money i might go there for it, or at least try to organise something here.