Yes it originally hit me hard, but i realized i got a life to live and people are just people, i've been lied to, ignored, had friends scarred for life, seen the other side of people, everything you can think of recently but as long as i am alive and well ( for the time being until my kidneys croak me lol) i'm gonna live life to the fullest.
I realize i've been weird lately, and those who supported me i thank you, i've seen the other side of people in this as well and my eyes are open as to who my true friends are are (RW and Net).