sbcanada, PLEASE stop whining. Don't make such a big deal out of this, and trying to get as much attention as you can get.
Just act normal as far as possible.
You're 18 years old, and I'm pretty sure you can be a lot more mature than that you're acting right now.
No offense meant at all, but if you make a fool out of yourself in RL, you don't ask other people to vote for or against you. You try to let it not happen again, and in the long run you'll gain other people's respect again.
So stop asking for all the attention around here, and post normally.
I really don't think anybody would care if you'd stayed or not. Stay if you like it here, if you don't, then leave.
That's a decision you have to make, not us.
[edit]BTW ~ I didn't vote, and will not do that either, just in case you get some paranoid idea that I'm for or against you or something insignificant like that[/edit]