Spirit
Kissy Goddess
Well, I sat in front of the computer to come on here... pull up ICQ and low and behold, hubby's yahoo! msgr was still running. So, naturally, I was curious and decided to poke around. Apparently all his chats have been saved in some folder.
He's having a hot ~n~ heavy with some other gal!!! Now, he and I have talked separation for 3 yrs, and I recently told him I can't carry on like this anymore. So I can atleast give him that. And really - I am not bothered by what they have said, how intimate they have been or anything. What pisses me off is he's lied to her about me. About what our past relationship was like and so on. He says I never wear sexy lingerie!!!!!! I have so much of that stuff it's retarded! He says I never liked oral! I can suck the chrome of the bumber of a '57 Chevy for Christ's sake! (I know, I know, "how lady-like'... well piss on that right now). He says he hasn't had sex in over a year... shit.. we've had threesomes for the past few weekends with a close friend of mine. No sex... bull phreakin' shit.
He can screw all of phreakin' North America for all I care, but why does he have to diss me like he does??? I am the only one who supports this damn family... he does shit.. and here I am being nice not telling him to leave because I don't want him living in a shitty little place cuz I don't want the kids to see that... I get up at 5:45 am... get home at 6:00 pm, make dinner, bath kids get them to bed... sometimes karate... or whatever is on the go... he has no phucking right to talk about me like that.
Aw ta hell with it. I'm gonna get stoned.
He's having a hot ~n~ heavy with some other gal!!! Now, he and I have talked separation for 3 yrs, and I recently told him I can't carry on like this anymore. So I can atleast give him that. And really - I am not bothered by what they have said, how intimate they have been or anything. What pisses me off is he's lied to her about me. About what our past relationship was like and so on. He says I never wear sexy lingerie!!!!!! I have so much of that stuff it's retarded! He says I never liked oral! I can suck the chrome of the bumber of a '57 Chevy for Christ's sake! (I know, I know, "how lady-like'... well piss on that right now). He says he hasn't had sex in over a year... shit.. we've had threesomes for the past few weekends with a close friend of mine. No sex... bull phreakin' shit.
He can screw all of phreakin' North America for all I care, but why does he have to diss me like he does??? I am the only one who supports this damn family... he does shit.. and here I am being nice not telling him to leave because I don't want him living in a shitty little place cuz I don't want the kids to see that... I get up at 5:45 am... get home at 6:00 pm, make dinner, bath kids get them to bed... sometimes karate... or whatever is on the go... he has no phucking right to talk about me like that.
Aw ta hell with it. I'm gonna get stoned.