SouthernN'Proud
Southern Discomfort
Yep...you guessed it...another pancreas attack. The worst ever. Never in my life have I looked at someone and begged for death until Friday night.
2 heavy doses of morphine en route in the ambulance, a heavy dose of dilautid in the ER followed by the max allowable dose of dilautid...nothing. And I mean nothing. It didn't even phase it.
Finally, they were able to get a third IV of dilautid in and it knocked me out. I spent the night in the hospital with a dilautid pump attached and was able to come home Saturday.
Needless to say, I've eaten nothing since. Water stays down if I go slow. I'm weak, dizzy, and worn out. Slept off and on all day.
The decision has been made...I'm shuttin' her down. I was trying to work as long as I could before having to start Family Medical Leave, so as to stretch as many paychecks out as I could. No more. I'm going in Tuesday and having a talk with TPTB and telling them that's it until after the surgery. I'll do what I can Tuesday, show someone else how to do my main job as I am the only one who knows it, and that's all this redneck wrote. I am saving what strength I have left for the surgery. Maybe that'll shorten the recovery time.
2 heavy doses of morphine en route in the ambulance, a heavy dose of dilautid in the ER followed by the max allowable dose of dilautid...nothing. And I mean nothing. It didn't even phase it.
Finally, they were able to get a third IV of dilautid in and it knocked me out. I spent the night in the hospital with a dilautid pump attached and was able to come home Saturday.
Needless to say, I've eaten nothing since. Water stays down if I go slow. I'm weak, dizzy, and worn out. Slept off and on all day.
The decision has been made...I'm shuttin' her down. I was trying to work as long as I could before having to start Family Medical Leave, so as to stretch as many paychecks out as I could. No more. I'm going in Tuesday and having a talk with TPTB and telling them that's it until after the surgery. I'll do what I can Tuesday, show someone else how to do my main job as I am the only one who knows it, and that's all this redneck wrote. I am saving what strength I have left for the surgery. Maybe that'll shorten the recovery time.
Sorry to hear you're having so many bumps in the road
