it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life- each time. after 9 long months of all the pregnancy woes, which i need not go into, after all the labor and delivery, you are handed this perfect little angel. it's almost sobering, really. the first time you lay eyes on your child and you reconize the eyes/cheeks/lips/toes/nose...it's awestriking. a lump grows in your throat when you think about the sheer possibilities life has in store for them, all your good intentions, and all the dreams you hold out for them. in a span of a few seconds all these things flash through your mind. i have known very few experiences that can even compare.