AlladinSane
Well-Known Member
We had a party for two ex-workmates who are getting married(both were already compromised once). I saw all my ex-coworkers , talked(sp?), danced, a had fun. But I also "overdrank" beer. Man I feel like shit!
I think I entered self-destructive mode. I'm starting to notice that standing close to the woman I like puts me down. I'm emotional and physically bad today. I used to enjoy spend times with this chick, but now she shows indifference in certain aspects and that's making me sick
Oh my, time for a cleanup in feelings again. If only I could stop thinking about that now...
Sorry just venting...
I think I entered self-destructive mode. I'm starting to notice that standing close to the woman I like puts me down. I'm emotional and physically bad today. I used to enjoy spend times with this chick, but now she shows indifference in certain aspects and that's making me sick
Oh my, time for a cleanup in feelings again. If only I could stop thinking about that now...Sorry just venting...


LL the beer tasted good, otherwise I wouldn't have drank so much. What made things worse, was that I didn't eat much while drinking. I still think it was worth it yes. I drank to the point of not controlling myself properly and I said some things I didn't want to say(I rarely get to this point). On a second thought by now, I think it was good to have said them 

I was clinging to the grass to keep from falling off the earth.
@ Hex