PrincessLissa
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I am not sure if this is a sign of me growing up, my head being crazy and thinking my biological clock is ticking or me just being a crazy old nuthead. I have started to fall for someone that is SO not close to my type. Those of you who know me have heard stories of the guys I have dated. Mostly blondes and always over 6'1. Most of them are very good looking and usualy treat me like poo. Well, I met a boy a long time ago and he I were friends. It was a bit of drama cuz his gf at the time was hititng on my bf at the time and it was all a bit uncomfertable. We both ended our relationships with these people a few months ago and have become even better friends. Recently I have noticed a very odd closeness to him. It kept getting stronger and stronger and I played it off as him and I becoming really good friends. I have many other friends that are boys that I have done this with. I ended up crashing at his place one night as I was locked out of my own and we ended up playing a bit of kissy face. I stayed at his house another time and we did the cuddley thing. He and I both have sorta silently agreed that nothing more shall become in the bedroom till there is more in our hearts and our heads are straightened out. So this boy is totaly good to me and a keeper. I have no doubts about this. But I wonder why I feel so strongly about him. He is only 5'11, weighs in at way less than I do, has red hair and he is a little nerd boy. Give him a pocket protecter and they would cast him in Revenge of the Nerds right away. He is the most responsible person I have met and is looking to settle down in the near future. I have never been sexualy attracted to him untill we really started talking more often and about our personal lives. This shows me that I am in like with his personality and not his apperance which is awesome. But, why? Have I realied the errors of my ways? Do I just need someone that will be nice to me? Is my biological clock ticking?
ANyway, just a little bit of release. I am hoping that this is something that will last. But every time I see a tall handsome boy, I have to stare and think about how darn cute he is... I am not sure this boy is ready for someone like me though. I am quiet a bit to handle. Plus he and I have totaly different pasts. Hmmmm...I guess we will see.
ANyway, just a little bit of release. I am hoping that this is something that will last. But every time I see a tall handsome boy, I have to stare and think about how darn cute he is... I am not sure this boy is ready for someone like me though. I am quiet a bit to handle. Plus he and I have totaly different pasts. Hmmmm...I guess we will see.