Soooooo
As like a second chapter to this, it's now been almost 3 months since the big bad breakup and I'm sorta over it... like when I talk to him I don't get sad.. I see things about him that I don't (and don't really know why I ever did) like. I'd still get back with him though.. he's still the love O my life.
Anyways, there is a new dilemma. We have been talking more often, and in these lil conversations there's been sort of an undertone of... like... idk... maybe its just the history I'm feeling... anyway a couple days ago he showed up and was like saying how he's having a bad day and that something horrible happened. I didn't want to jump into the whole "oh what is it baby you can tell me" thing that I know he was going for... so I did acknowledge it... but I didn't press for WHAT HAPPENED WHAT HAPPENED!! The next day, we talked and he was like "i fucking needed you last night and you just shut me up." wtf? He said I'm the only person that cares about him and no one else does and why would they and yadda yadda... no he doesn't have many friends, and yes I sorta believe I am the only one that cares about him... but if I was all he had why would he do what he did?
Anyway, the real issue is that I don't know if I should offer him that love and support because I do love him and I do care about him... but being there for him while knowing that's all he wants from me is to babysit him hurts... should I do it anyway because, in all honesty I do love him so I should act like it... or do I sorta deserve not to? I shouldn't have to hurt just for him just so he'll have that love and support and shit... he doesn't deserve anything from me.
To give or not to give?