i wish someone would spank me or do something to me, the things i think about all the time.
i still have that roll of red duct tape. it's still in the wrapper. i have no one to use it on, and no one wants to use it on me, either, im sure, because no one's interested in me like that.
my lovey peep (ben, from england), and i havent talked in months... he was perfect for those needs. satisfying them, even if only mentally, and thru words on a screen.
i should just find a nice girl. i, like, worship females. the shape of the female body is almost always unbearably beautiful. i have some female frriends who i think i could turn on to the fetish type stuff, too.
um, this post is being kind of weird now :-/
but i just am lonely a lot and... it sucks so badly.
