Thanks everybody, i really appreciate all your comments.
I'm doing fine, i guess it'll take me some time to realize her death or maybe i have realized and got over for the most part. I know she is resting now, the life she was having lately could not be called "a real life".
My grandfather worries me, he's very very sad, i can tell by the way he cries, is not just tears, is much more than that, i hope he can manage to ease his pain soon.