Got just a few minutes before I collapse...
First, thank you for all the well wishes. It's difficult, but we are managing.
Yes, the loss of our home and everything we owned is devastating. Yes, I do mourn the loss of my music collection terribly. 32 years is a long time and a ton of money, and I know that a great majority of it is irreplacable. But we're alive. That overrides it.
We have received so many donations, checks, offers for help, favors, and whatnot than we can keep track of. Clothes, furniture, boarding our dogs, even use of a trailer. I hear that even more is coming. It's left us speechless. We are blessed beyond our ability to describe it.
We met with the insurance adjustor today. We apparently had a fantastic policy writer. I don't have time to go into great depth, but it appears that we should be able to have a new house completed before the end of the year, fully furnished, and very close to the house we lost in terms of space but "modernized" significantly. True, some things simply can never be replaced, but our policy was written in such a way that we should be more than OK.
Yes, we will rebuild on the same land, just not the same spot on it. The spot where this house was, in typical SnP/AE fashion, will become home to a grove of living trees...a weeping willow to signify our loss, several flowering trees to symbolize eternal hope and rebirth, and one tree standing straight and tall above all others. It only seems right.
I have contacted a retail music store and I think I have arranged to replace as many of my CDs as they can order. The others...I have resources for most. Maybe a dozen are just out of print and I'll get them someday. Trust me. They are working on "cutting a deal" for a special price...after all, it ain't every day a man walks in wanting to purchase around 725 CDs at once.
Mentally, we are healing. Physically, we are fine. Tired, but fine. Spiritually, we are stronger than ever.
As to the other fires in the area...yeah, there have been a lot of them for such a small town/rural area. Yeah, suspicions are high. yeah, sometimes I wonder. If it was set, I cannot control that, so I won't allow myself to worry about it. I'm not a doctor or an attorney, and have the bank account to prove it. But a family friend's daughter also lost her house over the weekend, and she lived back in the same general area we do, so...
I gotta get some sleep. Thanks again for the concern. We'll check in when we can.
You guys rock.