For all of "you", who *may*, indeed, "KNOW", what has just "happened", to, "ME"....
AAAAHHHHHHRRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!, Fuck! kill....
And ultimately, I'm sorry, y'all have had, to have, "seen that", happen, but thank GOD, whatever the fuck, THAT IS, anyway, that it "seems to be, mostly over with for now anyhow"!?!
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And
for, the rest of y'all, who've watched me, literally, have a spiritual, "nervous breakdown", All I can say is this, in the way of advice....
Forget, for now, that there even,
"is", any "
light at the end of the tunnel", just
believe, that there is indeed
light, but
make no distinctions on what that light
might look like, when fully revealed. Learn to act, "as if"....
Keep fighting that "good fight",
within yourselves, acting as if, you may someday, seem to,
go insane like I did, for a time, and very soon
feel sane again,
knowing forever that you aren't by the definition, of that word in this world, but that it is true, all the same, but know, you just "know it" when this "happens" for you.....
Otherwise, until then, I will bless you with, my parting shot on this matter....
FUCK OFF AND DIE?!? Until we "MEAT"< and ultimately, meet up, again....
Until then, happy trails, peace out, and best wishes....
Til then, 'nuff said!
- The RE-MarkAble, Ultra-DTim.