scarlet
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No regrets!
I did it and then thought "oh so this is it, I'm not a virgin anymore". Didn't feel much different really I was just really glad that I finally knew what It felt like. I remember lying there sorta thinking...well "fiddle-dee-dee... " "...I'm finally loosing my virginity; so this is what it feels like huh? " ...and hoping it wouldn't be as uncomfortable, next time.... I respected myself afterwards definately, because it was a concious decision I made and I'm glad i waited till i was mature enough in my thinking to deal with it and not let it have a great effect on me. I knew what to expect and knew the guy i was doing it with. Also glad that I waited till i could do it with someone I liked and who respected me, and someone who I trusted. And that it wasn't the result of some fleeting drunken teenage screw with some horny retard .
True, I admit my first time wasn't that great, or comfortable -(All i really remember was that it hurt)- but neither was my first blow job - you get a penis in your face for the first time and it's a bit, well, repulsive... (I don't know whether that was a psychological thing or not, probably)... I gave my first blow job long before I lost my virginity.
I know that now, you get used to it, I enjoy giving them - and I love penises now too.;p the only thing I worry about is if I am doing it right. Sooo, No regrets.... you do it and learn, and keep learning, - and it just gets better and better...YOU get better and better heheh....
I'd say that loosing my virginity was tougher - in a physical sense, than the blow job because it was just plain uncomfortable, and I was sore fora while afterwards. But I expected that.... The blow job didn't hurt at all, but psychologically it was a bit uncomfortable because I hadn't gotten that close to a penis before :/, and where you have the guy pushing you into doing it...when you don't want to, makes the experience a bit dodgy.
I did it and then thought "oh so this is it, I'm not a virgin anymore". Didn't feel much different really I was just really glad that I finally knew what It felt like. I remember lying there sorta thinking...well "fiddle-dee-dee... " "...I'm finally loosing my virginity; so this is what it feels like huh? " ...and hoping it wouldn't be as uncomfortable, next time.... I respected myself afterwards definately, because it was a concious decision I made and I'm glad i waited till i was mature enough in my thinking to deal with it and not let it have a great effect on me. I knew what to expect and knew the guy i was doing it with. Also glad that I waited till i could do it with someone I liked and who respected me, and someone who I trusted. And that it wasn't the result of some fleeting drunken teenage screw with some horny retard .True, I admit my first time wasn't that great, or comfortable -(All i really remember was that it hurt)- but neither was my first blow job - you get a penis in your face for the first time and it's a bit, well, repulsive... (I don't know whether that was a psychological thing or not, probably)... I gave my first blow job long before I lost my virginity.
I know that now, you get used to it, I enjoy giving them - and I love penises now too.;p the only thing I worry about is if I am doing it right. Sooo, No regrets.... you do it and learn, and keep learning, - and it just gets better and better...YOU get better and better heheh....
I'd say that loosing my virginity was tougher - in a physical sense, than the blow job because it was just plain uncomfortable, and I was sore fora while afterwards. But I expected that.... The blow job didn't hurt at all, but psychologically it was a bit uncomfortable because I hadn't gotten that close to a penis before :/, and where you have the guy pushing you into doing it...when you don't want to, makes the experience a bit dodgy.
been thinking....
