Leslie said:
That's better. If you want to go, go. And if it turns him off for some odd whacked reason that you want to go out again with him, it's his issue, and you're well out of it.
SCOOP: He came over and I screwed his brains out
I told you that I had no restraint over the stoopid rules thing - but I still think there is a hidden truth to that, I just don't think I have the discipline to stick with it, myself
But as I hold extremely STRONG regard for my gut instincts - the truth still panned out, but in a surprisingly bittersweet (with extra sweetness) fashion.
He had the balls to tell me he'd just broken up with his girlfriend a month ago and didn't want to get involved too soon with me because of that (afterwards)
but I give him credit for that - at least he talked to me like a human being and was honest about where he was at. And I respect him entirely for that.
Didn't stop the fantastic sex, but y'know ...
And I cried on his shoulder. He let me. (points for that too - I had to make the most of it
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And I thanked him for his honesty, which is a very very rare thing in this day and age. ANd then we just lay there naked on the bed, talking and laughing like best buddies and I didn't even grab my shotgun and shoot him...
He stayed around even after telling me that truth.
And you know what? we both laughed about it and then I kicked him out....
I feel SOO much better now - but disappointed in the fact that he doesn't know what he is missing out on. And I told him that, too.
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